In the Gospel of Luke we read:
But Peter said, "Man, I do not know what you mean."
And at the same time, while still saying those words,
But Peter said, "Man, I do not know what you mean."
And at the same time, while still saying those words,
a rooster crowed.
Then the Lord turned and looked at Peter, and Peter ...
Then the Lord turned and looked at Peter, and Peter ...
went out and wept bitterly.
I had a good relationship with the Lord. The wonder of things, conversing with him, praised him, I thanked him.
But I always had the uneasy feeling he wanted it looked into his eyes. And I did not do it. I spoke, but looked away when I felt that I was watching. Diverting
always look. And I knew why.
I was afraid.
I thought I'd found in his eyes, the accusation of some sin of which I did not regretted it. I thought I found a request in his eyes there was something he wanted from me.
One day, finally I plucked up my courage and looked. There was no indictment. There was no request. The eyes said only: "I love you."
long looked in those eyes. Li scanned.
But the only message was, "You Love you. "
And I went out, and like Peter, I wept.
But I always had the uneasy feeling he wanted it looked into his eyes. And I did not do it. I spoke, but looked away when I felt that I was watching. Diverting
always look. And I knew why.
I was afraid.
I thought I'd found in his eyes, the accusation of some sin of which I did not regretted it. I thought I found a request in his eyes there was something he wanted from me.
One day, finally I plucked up my courage and looked. There was no indictment. There was no request. The eyes said only: "I love you."
long looked in those eyes. Li scanned.
But the only message was, "You Love you. "
And I went out, and like Peter, I wept.
Thank you my Lord to let me know what you are inifinitamente Great and Merciful. If only I could least understand your infinite and immense love for me. Maybe everything would be easier.
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