Dear Santa Claus, here I am again this year to ask for something that I did not, something that can not get something to cry about, so inevitably suffer. Dear Santa Claus, but because life makes you more things difficult? Why do so to make you sweat twice to earn even half? Because before the road leads necessarily satisfaction through humiliation? Why? You believe that God wants to test me? Do you think God allows this because he knows that, deep down, I am able to overcome it? Do you think he appreciates me so much to allow me to suffer, to feel frustrated, disappointed so much and so deeply because I know I can do? Dear Santa, I love God, believe in him but I'm tired. I'm only 26 years but I am tired, tired of fighting, tired of having to start from scratch every time, tired of feeling last, tired of feeling so frustrated and unhappy. You tell him to God, if anything, does not hear me? If anything in the evening, when I look up to heaven and I extend my thoughts and my prayers, does not reach my cry?
Just wondering stability and opportunity to realize my plans. Months of frustration, disappointment .. months of desolation and clenched teeth. Resist, resist. But I do not know until I can go on. Dissatisfaction with staff is an ugly beast. It makes you feel inadequate and alone. Only to fight against everything and everyone. I just want to be sure that it will get better soon, soon all will end, soon shall find my balance ready to realize my life.
Dear Santa Claus, no expensive things, nothing frivolous desires .. only a basic need: live and be happy.
Merry Christmas Dear Santa .. Merry Christmas to you and God
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