E 'for a long time since I write. Nearly 5 months. In short it will be realized, if any.
Today, just as five months ago, my life is equally fossilized.
Sometimes I wonder why everything has to be for some people so hard, so hard, so hard stone. More efforts are made to change their lives and the more this will not be changing anything to make sure that everything I say and everything turns against you and do not allow anything dumb ... except what you have inside.
Yes, because the joy, enthusiasm, creativity slowly fade away and leave room for dissatisfaction, disappointments and low self-esteem. What first made you proud of yourself, now you laugh and makes you think how stupid I was just thinking about it.
The estimated haul, pride vanishes and what more beautiful inside you drown in a sea of \u200b\u200bblack.
Sometimes we choke in this sea, sometimes I find someone handing me a hand and others do someone pushes me further.
But there are not out yet, I still can not save me ...
I feel alone, empty and terribly unhappy. Empty.
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